Dreams, you know all about them. Predicting the future, reliving the past, subconscious renditions of your deepest darkest desires?
Well last night I had a dream and it was special in one rather troubling way. Let me explain.
The dream started off simply enough. As with many of my dreams it involved travel. In this instance I was contracted to take a group of half a dozen would-be off-roaders on a simple course using a long wheelbase Landrover Defender – not the 110 but the longer, roomier 130. The course was through the woods which surrounded my old school, a boarding school in woodland overlooking the East Coast of Yorkshire, England.
Obviously I knew the woods well and in my dream I had just gone round the course on a quad bike to make sure there were no difficulties or obstructions. So I loaded up this excited, talkative twenty-somethings and we set off with me driving.
We had gone maybe a quarter of a mile and then as I rounded the second turn I came across a great mass of large boulders completely blocking the path for around fifty yards. I slowed and looked at this unexpected change to my plans. The boulders were sandstone, roughly rounded and probably one metre in diameter. There were hundreds of them and they made my route impassable.
Now I’m quite a good off-roader myself and well acquainted with the abilities of my favourite vehicle so I began to edge forwards picking my was between and over these boulders. Suddenly one tipped as my front wheels mounted it and the heavy vehicle vehicle slid down a short but steep slope towards a large pool of water. We were stuck. I couldn’t drive further forward and my tyres couldn’t find purchase on the rocks behind me. What to do?
I’m not sure that I’m alone on this but when a dream starts to go wrong then I automatically dream a way of putting it right. So this is what I did. I ‘noticed’ a large old-fashioned lorry, a ‘Commer’ or something similar, royal blue in colour, just a few yards to the side of me. The guy driving it shouted to me asking if I had a tow rope. I hunted around my vehicle, dodging the feet of my passengers until I found a brand new bright orange towrope. I threw it to him.
…and this is where it gets weird. Everything went black. I’m guessing my dream state was somehow interrupted. When my dream re-commenced I was still in the same vehicle with the same people only now my potential rescuer was in a bright red compact, something like a Fiat Cinquecento, and ‘she’ was telling me to drive round the corner so she could hook me up and tow me out. The road was now black gravel, flat and even as could be.
I distinctly remember my confusion at this altered state and I remember calling the office on my mobile and asking them what they were playing at. Because in my dream state something else had altered my reality. I hadn’t dreamed’ a solution to my problem of being stranded. I had the solution in the blue lorry. Something or someone else has changed the reality of my dream to provide a different but illogical solution. Obviously if I’m not stuck in some big boulders there’s no reason to tow me out so the Cinquecento was superfluous.
I remember being both puzzled and pissed off but the dream continued. At the end of the course was a small grassed area where we set up a barbecue and I cooked one of the greatest meals in modern times. Ribs, steaks, chops, corn, tomatoes, vegetables – everything cooked perfectly and enough for all.
Eventually I woke and the dream began to fade. The illogical contradiction was still fresh in my mind and so I am writing this down immediately to make that memory permanent.
My question is this. Are we really in control of our dreams or is something else monitoring and interfering on occasion? Am I actually part of the ‘Matrix’ or like ‘Inception’ are there different levels of consciousness, of reality?